Drifted

Drifted
I care less of who I am now
I've been dragged away
far away
drifted
missing the road I've been
missing the boy I am
missing the real self
gasping for the past breathes
I've been drifted away

now
looking back at the roads
looking back at the books
looking back the old me
I need to find that boy
the boy who I should be
the boy who no longer me
so, I, will become the boy
again
back to what I should be
to the righteous path
growing as a righteous man

O Lord, please forgive me as I have lost
defeated by the pleasure of the world
defeated by the overpowered ego
defeated by my sinful lust
bestow us with your guidance
so the path once lost
can again be with us

FarhanZukri
310514
18:19:00